Lately I am feeling restless.
I don't know what is causing it, well that's not true I know its being unsatisfied with the life I am living, with the things i have done and the things I have NOT done.
What I do not know however is why I am feeling this way all of a sudden.
Overall I have been much happier, I feel like things are moving in the right direction.
But its not enough.
I go through my days and get stuff done, but the "stuff" doesn't satisfy me, it doesnt reach my soul. Am I crazy in thinking life should be able to inspire me? that I should be able to live a life full of inspiration and love what I do? Because ultimately that is my goal. Is it crazy? should I settle and just go through the motions?
I am a single mum to three kids trying to find myself in the chaos of life. I finally see myself peeking through the cracks but how the heck do I break through?
I guess thats a part of the journey I have yet to figure out.
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Vampire Academy
So I finished the 5th book in the series last night.
I loved it, I kind of hoped for more or Dimitri and Rose action BUT I also appreciate that this part of the story had to be told and I am sure #6 will have more of them (since its the last book of the series and all). The thing that got to me was the ending. SO sudden, so quick. I appreciate its a bloody good cliffhanger BUT I was so into the book the sudden ending left me feeling kinda sad.
When I read a book especially a good book I get totally and emotionally lost in the book I escape into another world. SO I take on the emotions etc of the book I feel the feelings and really get into it so when the book ended like it did I was still left with all the feelings from the book.
I am totally bummed I have to wait 6months for the last book. BUT was quite excited when I read Richelle Mead is going to write another VA series based on some of the other characters. YAH roll on 2012.
I have a stack of books to read so time to take myself into another world.
I loved it, I kind of hoped for more or Dimitri and Rose action BUT I also appreciate that this part of the story had to be told and I am sure #6 will have more of them (since its the last book of the series and all). The thing that got to me was the ending. SO sudden, so quick. I appreciate its a bloody good cliffhanger BUT I was so into the book the sudden ending left me feeling kinda sad.
When I read a book especially a good book I get totally and emotionally lost in the book I escape into another world. SO I take on the emotions etc of the book I feel the feelings and really get into it so when the book ended like it did I was still left with all the feelings from the book.
I am totally bummed I have to wait 6months for the last book. BUT was quite excited when I read Richelle Mead is going to write another VA series based on some of the other characters. YAH roll on 2012.
I have a stack of books to read so time to take myself into another world.
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